God and Satan

The bright blue fire
The burning flames
and my burning feelings
with manipulative games
magical potion of love
that never cease working
scattered random thoughts
with apprehension lurking
times when i'd kill her
times when i'd kill for her
can't live with, can't live without
can't stand her smile, hate that pout
words repeated, and things never told
insane. have Never been so cold.
I love it. Frigidness and punch-drunk
call what may; man, bloke or punk
lost, dazed with scatty smile
am both, god and satan. wise yet senile....