Long way!

Come long way
brawling, crawling
singing song
just trudging along
holding hands
suckinng thumbs
licking chalks
inflating gums
ignoring life
ignoring pain
splashing mudholes
dancing to rain
wiping tears
fighting fears
monsters under bed
monsters inside head
love and hate
hate for love
squakking crows
the peaceful dove
friends and foes
sodden toes
secrets and locks
bunny socks
laughter and cries
those inumerous tries
courage and will
life so still
climbing trees
bleeding knees
summer trouble
winter school
homework fear
swimming in pool
melting ice
burning spice
urges and wishes
noise of broken dishes
life long vows
stupid t v shows
first love
first heartbreak
questions of life
all give and take
come long way
singing that song
look up to him in sky
and keep trudging along!

Friends?

Who said they'll cover for me?
who said, they'll keep a lookout?
they have a hard time calling me up,
why would they chin me up, when I pout?

Who said, they'll stay by my side?
who said, they'll rescue when I sink?
they were laughing with me until yesterday,
when it's turn to cry, they are gone in a blink.

true friends, is just another oxymoron
apparently too good to be true
when you are knee deep in quicksand
it's no one, but only You!

Shooting Stars!

Wake up everyday to be your own inspiration
Walk that line of your deemed aspiration
Shut off the voices that call you to quit
Ignore that orthogonal scorn, by absolute twit
Strive to make your way, if you want to know
Yes, you'll need to shine, If you want to glow!
To suffice all needs, it's you who need to cater
rem., only shooting stars to ground, will make a crater!

10 finger and eternal years!

Abandoned by the shore, for years,
left bobbing up and down in tears
living in a black hole of faith
with 10 fingers and eternal wait.
Learning to live by words and rhyme
stumbling against the tides of time
you have come again maybe for season or reason
yet nothing but to rehearse forgotten treason.
effacing past now you want to erase the lines
that kept me going, through all these times.
thats more than you can ask and I can give
to someone, I could've died for. But now I want to live.
life has done enough, to pile-up all this hate
like, only 10 fingers to count and eternal years to wait!

Hopes that died in vain!

Walls of time in my mind,
Incarcerating what I have to say.
Frigid cold white heart,
Enslaving love night and day!
Besotted weary eyes,
Hide the sorrow and pain.
Jeeringly contrived smile,
For hopes that died in vain.

Bottle of alcohol!

I am just another Bottle of alcohol,
existing to drown someone's pain.
Ostentating myself, up in vanity,
I would sublime the insane from sane.
Dressed in frigid dress of ice,
longing to see myself, run down the veins.
Incoherent truth, blabbered in impulse,
breaking guilt free, of it's eternal chains.
Finally am Abandoned empty bottle of alcohol,
smashed to ground, into million tiny bits.
As now I am just a piece of curved glass,
which twist the reality, into a shiny glitz.
Killing reason and mind, while I lived my life,
now I'll exists to bruise the barefoot flock.
Step on me, to bleed and limp once again,
while I leave you staggered and unable to walk.

It's not you, who would finish me, It's me who would eat you away slowly! [evil grin...]

The Senile Smile!

Yearning for freedom, waiting to be free,
To let myself ooze, and to let myself see.
Eating amber glow of sun, from dusk to dawn,
I am a endless ocean, that spreads on and on.
Hiding whole world inside me, waiting to be unfold,
Crashing against the cliffs, so indurate and cold.
Have waited too long, in shackels of hope,
Just to discover,other, abondoned end of rope.
No string attached, now finally I am free,
To let myself out, and to let myself be.
Stay away agony, get lost in vain!
Cause I am that senile smile, that spawed from pain.