10 finger and eternal years!

Abandoned by the shore, for years,
left bobbing up and down in tears
living in a black hole of faith
with 10 fingers and eternal wait.
Learning to live by words and rhyme
stumbling against the tides of time
you have come again maybe for season or reason
yet nothing but to rehearse forgotten treason.
effacing past now you want to erase the lines
that kept me going, through all these times.
thats more than you can ask and I can give
to someone, I could've died for. But now I want to live.
life has done enough, to pile-up all this hate
like, only 10 fingers to count and eternal years to wait!